I like to think of an ideal world where tests and papers do not exist... among other things like stupid people. but that is beside the point...
I've been thinking, can you gain as much knowledge without tests and papers? While at the same time, without going over where you went wrong and being corrected, learning your mistakes and being re-tested to see of any growth... how do these benefit learning?
Maybe I'm just bias because I personally loath tests and papers because they cause me stress and anxiety... Perhaps I over think everything and I'm not as far behind as everyone else. I'm puzzled how I know that I'm not alone in procrastination, yet I'm alone in the sucky grades. I genuinely put time and effort into my work, while others just slop together what they know, and yet it still gets a better grade. which makes me think... I'm not very smart.
It is a constant vicious cycle of thoughts that drive me crazy everyday when my schedual is so crazy hectic!
Hmmm come wednesday my life shall be calmed and I will be able to breath and hopefully relax.
My goal... is to lose anxiety all together. learn to just chill. enjoy life. not worry so much....
My best friend Matty said once.... Life will happen the way it is supposed to, whether you worry or not. so why worry?!
BRILLIANT!
love him : )
<3
So today I shall be tested over what I know instead of what I memorized... My grades shall reflect my honest knowledge...
oh no!
1 comment:
Hi Pinkie,I think the obvious truth about your studies is that you are doing a great job by virtue of the effort you are putting into your work.The injustice is not that your classmates are getting better grades but that they are not putting in the same level of effort.My experience of University was dissapointing because other students were not sufficiently serious and therefore compromised the integrity of the learning...Thanks Tom Hardy Australia
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