Thursday, February 18, 2010

once upon a time

Once upon a time there was alittle girl who knew who she was and would not let anyone tell her otherwise. she was individual and brillient. unshakable. her life was like a fantasy.
on day her world changed.
years later it changed again
and again
and again
until she found herself grown up and lost. she no longer lived in this fantasy land.
Instead she is surrounded by uncertainties and inconsistencies.
despite her best efforts to not be effected by her life's happenings that brought her to where she was... there was not enough denial to convince a rock.
consciously or subconsciously these courses have embedded themselves deep within herself until she was convinced of it all.
no longer was this girl who she always believed herself to be... instead she was unrecognizable to even herself.

sadly, this story has yet to find its ever-after.
but one day... she will be found.