Sand

I'm sitting in the hospital room right now watching over Kim.
I have had an eventful year so far and as I look back and anticipate the future I can only think of sand. With every part of life, eventful or dull... it moves like sand. Slipping through one's fingertips slowly and then before you know it, it's gone. When you're in a moment time seems to stand still and last forever but after everything is done, its hard to believe its over....
The amount of stress and emotion that i've put my body through is enough to wear me thin. I currently have a piercing headache yet cant manage to close my heavy eyelids.
Rest and peace of mind is what I aim for. A healthy body and spirit.

Is it completley morbid to enjoy hospitals? There is something about the repeating sounds that calm me and relax me... I think I have a problem.
Now you could not bribe me with anything to get me into a dentist office. But hospitals, I can do.

Yea. it's official, i need help.

As much as I have severe issues with relationships, I still smile at the idea of God's love story he is writing for me. Sometimes I wish he would hurry up. While other times I wouldn't mind him not giving me one
I'm the most indicisive person! I hate it
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